the summer is more than half way over and i can't help but think about how weird it will be to not go to school. no complaining here though. lots of shit is changing soon. it's lovely, im excited. dan and i are marvelous. we're moving into together around beginning of november or december. he says october but that seems too close. i'm very excited. i don't think it's that big of a deal even though everyone else does. i think of it as moving in with my best friend and having shit ton of fun, not moving in and making the relationship all serious and shit. im just excited to be living where all my friends are. until then im moving in with my mom at the end of this month. everyone is moving out of my house and i dont want to live there by myself bored as shit all the time. im scared of being home alone, i CANNOT live alone. i'll pee myself on a regular basis. i figure i can save 400 bucks a month for furniture for when i move to newport news and it will work out better. so into the moms house i go just for a few months so hopefully my sanity will stick with me. i might be switching jobs soon too. im tired of the bullshit sit there and make 6 bucks an hour type jobs. i want to actually do something and make decent money for it. and my schedule sucks. i work shitty hours and make shitty money for it. i want a 9-5 mon-fri type job. i need a day off to look forward too. i haven't had one in a month. it's just dumb. other than that everything is sweet. just have to figure out if im going to do hair or what else my options are so we'll see. if anyone wants a cat let me know. i cant have her anymore and shes like my baby and if i don't find someone to take her im going to take her to the no kill shelter in yorktown. ITS SAD so someone take her and love her! and let me visit her! the end.